Today marks the 6month anniversary of my mom's death. Its hare to believe it has been half of a year without her. Shouldn't I feel "adjusted" by know? Shouldn't things be some what "normal" for me? I still don't know that I've really accepted her being gone. I still expect to hear her call for me or see her sitting in her chair sleeping when I go downstairs. Six months......its unreal how strong the pain still is......and the memory of every single moment of Wednesday, February 2nd.
Ugh, forget it. I can't blog this. Can't see with these God Damned tears!! The point is, TODAY HURTS AS BAD AS EVERY DAY HAS FOR THE LAST 6 MONTHS. My mom hasnt been here to hug me, talk to me, laugh or cry with me for 6 months. And my heart is not feeling any less heavy.
I love you mom. I miss you.
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